Monday, July 25, 2005
the hurt i feel is still as bad as it was 50 days ago,
im still living in a world where you and i are acquaintances
i want to play maple
coz it brainwashes me
i dont want to go school,
i dont want to put that stupid facade for others to see
im tired
im destroying my life,
everything ive built
and i slip into lala land every night (or morning) smiling
coz thats the only way i can get close to you
whats love, anyway?
"you only fall in love once in yr lifetime"
i think i fell hard enough
and somehow i fear i cant love anymore
coz i gave you all of my black heartt
and theres nth much left of me
i promised to be strong
but it seems like ive made empty promises
i keep falling,
and im getting no where
im sorry if ive disappointed you people
but please dont expect much
im at the end of the road myself
i.dont.wanna.go.school.i.want.to.sleep.and.dream.about.us.
11:48 PM
